James Haskell knew he was gambling with his England career when he opted out of last year’s Six Nations championship to play a season of club rugby in Japan and then in New Zealand.
Haskell was convinced the experience would make him a better person and a better player, but the challenge was in convincing head coach Stuart Lancaster.
There were times when Haskell “looked down the barrel of not playing for England again”, fearing his face may not fit in Lancaster’s new regime no matter how well he played on his return to Wasps.
Harlequins’ Nick Easter, a central figure in the Martin Johnson era, had found himself in exactly that position following the 2011 Rugby World Cup disappointment.
But Haskell has battled his way back into Lancaster’s plans, convincing a once-sceptical head coach of his passion and dedication for the cause.
On Sunday in Dublin, Haskell will make his first Six Nations start since England’s grand slam dreams were wrecked by Ireland at the Aviva Stadium in 2011.
“It was a gamble. I’m not going to sit here like the bloke from The A-Team who says, ‘I love it when a plan comes together’ because that’s not the case at all,” said Haskell. “I had no idea what was going to happen, I had no idea that I was going to get the opportunity to come back in.
“I knew that if I went away, that I would be more enriched as a person, I’d probably grow up and come back as a better player as a product of that.
“There have always been times, with new coaches coming in, when I have looked down the barrel of not playing for England again. I never knew I was going to get an opportunity again.
“I’d seen that guys were not involved. I’d seen what they were trying to create and they were bringing in young players.
“But I knew that if I got the chance to work in this environment, that if Stuart got to know me, he could see that I was passionate about England and this team, that I will keep fighting and do everything I could do to get involved in the squad because it means that much to me.”
Haskell got his chance on the summer tour of South Africa, where he was pressed into action as an emergency openside flanker for the drawn third Test.
Lancaster named Haskell in the Saxons squad at the start of the season, but he has been involved in England’s last three matches, including the wins against New Zealand and Scotland.
Haskell displayed those fighting qualities at Twickenham last weekend, when he made 10 tackles, hit 16 rucks and won four turnovers in just 35 action-packed minutes.
“Running out at Twickenham last week, even though it wasn’t to start, was just as exciting as it ever was,” he added “I feel refreshed and eager to stay in this environment as long as I can.”
Wales captain Sam Warburton has been ruled out of tomorrow’s Six Nations game against France in Paris. The flanker has a stinger injury, a problem which normally affects the shoulder.
Ryan Jones takes over as captain with Justin Tipuric starting at openside flanker.
Flanker Aaron Shingler misses out following the 30-22 defeat against Ireland, and hooker Richard Hibbard comes in for Matthew Rees.
Leeds Carnegie have signed scrum-half Ollie Frost, 25, and prop James Currie, 22, on loan for the rest of the season from Worcester Warriors.